Appreciate that I'm one of the 15 people selected to go for OBI. Really, I am. It's just that, I don't feel happy. I feel something, but it also feels empty.
The fact that friends I wanted to spend time there together there with, they're not selected.
Am writing this not because I don't want to go. Don't talk to me to persuade me to go.
I am just shedding my tears and expressing my fears, just because I don't want to bottle it all in and creating rage within.
It just seemed to hit the bottom of my heart and slowly tearing me down. I feel disappointed.