It's not the matter of getting together or not. It's the matter of whether the love is strong enough to be there through these 3 years. If you want someone to be part of your life, you have to make an effort to be in it. Don't expect someone to reserve a place for you when you don't even make an effort to stay. Somehow, i am in dilemma now. I just don't know if this is worth fighting for, being brave for, and risking everything for. We always have to bend, to compromise, to give something up. It just struck me suddenly that it might not be important anymore. Not because i'm tired. It's simply because i am scared. I am afraid.